tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-57863782011-08-24T14:21:11.453+08:00u free yer mind in yer androgynytwirling in the dark to the rhythm of my own melody.the masochistnoreply@blogger.comBlogger3591100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1120588775475927822005-07-06T02:38:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:41:14.173+08:00goodbye trippinteetotaller.hello hellogoodbye.a penny fer yer thoughts :)the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1120499915928756802005-07-05T01:57:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:41:13.907+08:00tell me wotcha thought about when you were gone and ...why do pple persist in doing stupid things repeatedly,like say, dialling the wrong number twice and being told twicetht you've called the wrong person.we live among a world of headstrong fools who are too obstinate,and filled with pride to admit their mistakes and pursuea course of action of which they are advised to take.lately, i've been the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1120497067682608412005-07-05T01:09:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:41:13.618+08:004 unity :)go here the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1120331718066490862005-07-03T03:15:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:41:13.210+08:00sufferin sucotash !this shld be taken in a very literal sense :bottle up & explode.everytime i listen to the sob stories of those arnd me, i cant help but feel incredibly fortunate to be in the position i'm in. in comparison, i'm getting much more than i deserve.but why does it still feel so devastatingly painful when i'm faced with things tht arent even half as bad as what other pple are going the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1120051420640818872005-06-29T21:01:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:41:12.739+08:00the periodpossibly the strangest name one cld come up withto describe a class of avid volleyball fanatics.on the other hand,perfectly outta point and simultaneously unique.suits us just fine.met up with 2 members of the period,wormy and elmo today :)i believe the shortest distance btw 2 placesis supposed to be a straight perpendicular line.today we went in circles,burning approximately an hour the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1119804334561467372005-06-27T00:25:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:41:11.622+08:00watch & waithave just recovered from the mad rush of adrenalineresulting from a day of wheel-steering.served as chauffeur fer the day,n took my parents out fer a spin :)dad must've been pretty satisfied with my driving(him being the typical controlling megalomaniac),cos he let me tk the car out unsupervised.i predict another week or 2 of enthusiasm.a month max.tmr i'm driving my mom to the hair the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1119545277976249322005-06-24T00:28:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:41:11.293+08:00i'll be running circles around you sooner than you knowfirst up, a celebratory dance in honour of my spankin new driving licence.actually, fer the time being its just an insignificant slip of paperi've got folded up into a lil square tht i keep in my wallet.it'll come in all its plastic glory in abt 3 wks or thereabouts.but hey, whatever proves i'm legal !finally man, after a whole loada the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1118938518643791792005-06-17T00:13:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:41:11.042+08:00The True YouYou want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.With respect to money, you save for a rainy day.You think good luck will definitely be yours, someday.The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1118517857069919792005-06-12T03:20:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:41:10.776+08:00bitch, pleasehaving endured the excruciating pain fer long enough,i've decided to finally come out and say something.because coincidences only go as far as a "one-time only" thing,a certain shameless plagiarist deserves to be told off.not tht coming up with all this balderdash requires much effort,it wld be grand if we cld all come up with our own blog contentso as to provide the vast majority ofthe masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1118321329024571972005-06-09T20:23:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:41:10.275+08:00beetlejuice beetlejuice beetlejuiceam brimming with self-hate and utter disgust at how blatantly unconcerned i am with everything tht goes on outside of my clustered earth bubble. have begun reading the papers on a daily basis, and attempting to keep abreast with the latest happenings in the world.have given up getting livid over things tht simply cannot be helped.time to surmount the abject the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1118071310992858102005-06-06T23:17:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:41:09.983+08:00My current Aliases include:mar, momo, bomsterMy legal name:ow yun yi marissaDo u wish on stars?hell no. what stars ?When did I last cry?can hardly remember, but i dont think it was too long ago.What am I listening to?blue orchid by the white stripesLast thing I ate?a dumpling ... mmmmIf I were a crayon I'd be:YELLOWWhat is the weather?inappropriately sunny and infuriatingly cloudy when i want to the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1118067697451059462005-06-06T21:26:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:41:09.509+08:00all or naughtthis holiday mercilessly makes one feel as tho they're in limbo.have finally made up my mind, and theres no turning back.very soon, it'll be time to buckle up and brace myself fer the launching ofmy scholastic rocket into a universe exploding with a new academic curriculum.as i sit here sucking half-heartedly on lemon drops,i'm simultaneously pondering the futureand praying tht i'll the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1117864737664941332005-06-04T13:47:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:41:09.153+08:00beach bonanzapics here .the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1117805873531282942005-06-03T21:06:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:41:08.715+08:00midnight meltdownhad the most staid and sedate conversation with my dad last night abt rather weighty issues : which uni to go to.was slightly alarmed when i realised i had to confirm my acceptance by monday,so instead of sweating it out alone, i decided to consult my dad.now this may seem like just another walk in the park fer some of you daddy's girls,but its a lil more like jumping off a 100-the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1117679089788557972005-06-02T09:53:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:41:08.323+08:00this shit is bananasi am becoming one of the feeble-minded majoritytht so dominates our society.am starting to feel sinfully comfortable in this lengthy school-less breakand its making me worry abt settling back down when sch finally starts.while i'm pleased and ecstatic fer those arnd me who are thrilled boutstarting sch, this surge of emotions often causes me to plunge deeperinto my already the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1117564226498854982005-06-01T02:19:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:41:07.843+08:00vickie's bday :)the rest of the lot are situated here the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1117562755773489842005-06-01T01:01:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:41:07.402+08:00a series of fortunate eventsbeing jobless has certainly helped curb my tendency to over-blog.so tonight i'll just jam everything into one lengthy post,and hopefully succeed in cramming in every lil detail worth mentioning.first off - vic's surprise party @ cole's - sunday nightmet cole, sab, jem, gracie & ray @ carrefour PSto gather the evening's edible offerings.we had an entire trolley load of the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1117310469956490882005-05-29T03:19:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:41:06.943+08:00the remains of the daymy special day has come and gone faster than the concorde.but i'm still on an all-time highconsidering the mind-blowing, brain-splattering, skull-shattering (ok enough) events of the day.16 months have zipped past faster than we expected,faster than we had imagined,so fast tht it doesnt even seem as long as it sounds.like a phantasmagorical illusion,there is certainly the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1117195538478436102005-05-27T20:03:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:41:06.211+08:00Your Birthdate: February 17Your birth on the 17th day of the month suggests that you are very lucky financially, because this date indicates a solid business sense.Although you are probably very honest and ethical, this birthday enables you to be shrewd and successful in the world of business and commercial enterprise.You have excellent organizational, managerial, and administrative capabilities the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1116867380146762162005-05-24T00:31:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:13.694+08:00bomsters in hongkongwe have returned !with spankin new purchases, bruised feet and a severe case of fatigue to boot.i'm left fantasizing bout those hk waffles, scrumptious noodles and delicious ice milk tea which we had a minimum of 2 glasses per day to keep us going.i certainly have nv seen my bomster so energetic and rarin to go :Dwe hardly had any naps, and when we did, they lasted only fer the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1115991848387424182005-05-14T14:23:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:13.201+08:00video killed the radio star.in a world ordained by savage beasts,we tk a while to distinguish between the predators and prey.friday the 13thand i flunked my driving test.i am the curb-mounter, the 22-demerit-pointer, the involuntary failure.ever the lazy bugger, i will not give a full account of yesterday's mishaps.am just thankful and adequately consoled byhugs&kisses, as well as an orange&the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1115256611187658582005-05-05T09:18:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:12.337+08:00gutsyat last the world beams in my favour.come tomorrow, i will be free as a bird, no longer bound by employment.i shiver in sheer ecstacy.time fer sneaking out fer late-nite suppers wif bomster.waking up to go laze by the pool.doing all sorts of leisurely things in a leisurely fashion, as and when i please.spending more time wif my dogs and pet lobsters,frankie, borris & bruceter.even then,i the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1115187341074436102005-05-04T14:00:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:12.070+08:00freshly squeezed boredom juice.1. What is the geekiest part of your music collection?all those NOW something CDs. NOW 4, NOW 5, NOW this NOW tht. NOW its like nails dragged across a chalkboard.2. What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?apples, gummies, sun-dried figs & cashew nuts. ooo and yakult. i love.3. What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?i used to cry watching bambi, the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1115087692750576882005-05-03T09:27:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:11.671+08:00the agony of having to deal with double entendreswith several issues to settle and many a worry on my mind, i am a train wreck on legs complete with runny nose and acne. on days we dread, our imperfections seem to glow almost a little too obviously. vanity aside, i am the inconspicuous beggar everyone becomes selectively blind to. i am the filthy hobo sleeping beside the rubbish dump. i am ... the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1114785963729938132005-04-29T22:42:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:11.233+08:00 prom and dec holiday pics fer yer viewing disgust (pleasure).the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1114680001049135592005-04-28T16:26:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:10.658+08:00friday the 13th on repeatafter all the talk of bad luck and what not,i unknowingly booked my driving test onnone other than friday the 13th of may.some vile & perverse fiend somewhere is practising voodooon a little figurine he has dubbed "marissa".got accepted into smu biz ad.cue the confetti & balloons please !no, wait.hold yer horses ...i'd rather help satan stuff pineapples up hitler's assdaythe masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1114675506971557032005-04-28T16:00:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:10.351+08:00my taste reflects a burly male trapped in the immensely flawed body of a teenage ditz.the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1114592534505835902005-04-27T16:17:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:09.955+08:00wednesday the 27th = friday the 13thtoday has gotta be the most jinxed day i've had in the past 4 months.to think it was gonna be a good day !waking up from blissful sleep and a good dream is an oh-so-deceiving sign.first up,shortly after arriving at work,decided to make a trip to the toilet to answer nature's call.upon looking into the mirror,there it was.shocking blue undies screaming at me in the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1114498772876558342005-04-26T13:30:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:09.576+08:00but when we rise its like strawberry fieldsmy final emancipation has been postponed till next friday.and while theres much to complain abt,i'd rather think happy thoughts and munch on gummy bears.as opposed to the midas touch,everything i touch seems to stagnate, if not deteriorate.lately, i've been having this uncontrollable urge to turn everything good in my life upside downand taking the the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1114416180570178622005-04-25T15:03:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:09.069+08:00you know what i hate most ? rhetorical questions.an eventful weekend it was.to altivo we went !just us four creatures, vehemently craving alcohol and a place to "chill out".so after tht arduous climb to the top of mt faber,and dangerous parking along its winding slopes,we arrived at our destination only to realize *gasp* its not air-conditioned !yes, i mock.guys just have this tendency to the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1114134203875802032005-04-22T09:27:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:08.684+08:00photogenic pple don't tk enough photos.its pple like me who keep trying, but nv succeed.now i present to you attempt no. 5412354872 :Dthe masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1114054879690516662005-04-21T11:04:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:08.276+08:00the silent countdownmust keep my ecstacy discreet.theres something abt perforated flesh & permanently ink-stained skin tht sends an adrenaline rush beyond conceivable boundaries.yesterday, we pranced & dallied in an unknown phantasmagorical dimension, and stumbled upon over-efficiently buried childhood memories.robert pierce, jackie "jackolena/jackolantern" chen, the big toy, amythebitch, mr. the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1113961919962162112005-04-20T09:03:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:07.420+08:00lil miss tanorexicin just 3 hoursi will be lying on the sandy beaches of sunny sentosasoakin up some mid day raysand hopefully sippin margaritas with lil miss skin&bones.half a day off from work is just what i need.am playin hooky under the pretense of an interview at some uni.lks like my dear e'an did just the same yesterday ! :)its my dearest mommy's birthday today.she turns 51 but i dont thinkthe masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1113881204311938242005-04-19T10:17:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:07.087+08:00R.I.P : Mitch Hedberg"Rice is great when you're hungry and want 2,000 of something";"When someone hands you a flier, it's like they're saying, 'Here, you throw this away.' ""I've never been to a hotel with a rotating restaurant on top, but one time I took my girlfriend to a merry-go-round, and I gave her a burrito.""I want to get a vending machine, with fun sized candy bars, and the glass in the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1113816629043669862005-04-18T16:54:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:06.624+08:00unwearable clothes galore and SMOO !!upon doing the heaps of packing over the past coupla daysi realised the startlingly enormous amount of unwearable items i ownwhich is contributing to the added danger of my wardrobe bursting into smithereens.i seriously needa organize some garage sale extravaganza.pronto.my mom always catches me standing half naked in front of my closet,lamenting abt not the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1113542664738350092005-04-15T12:53:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:06.135+08:00the bold & the beautiful vs. the lewd & obscenewas astonished & aghast at the delicate pieces of info recently divulged to me.such voraciousness in seeking attention can get nauseating to watch.our conversations never fail to leave me bemused & light-headed.if we were to be stranded on an island alone together,i can guarantee tht we'd drive each other terribly insane.but somehow, i think we'd be the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1113470628036938892005-04-14T16:43:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:05.646+08:00bartender, give the lady a mudslide !i dont know why but it feels like i've had to paddle thru mud to get by the past 7 days.it sure as hell wasn't easy, as some of you who've rowed yer boat in a river of mud wld know.but obviously, none of you have.put yerself in my shoes fer just one minutecos i swear it wldnt tk a retard more than a minute to figure this shit out.so cld you spare tht fragment the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1113458277062043442005-04-14T13:53:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:05.190+08:00I've been watching your world from afarI've been trying to be where you areAnd I've been secretly falling apartUnseenTo me, you're strange and you're beautifulYou'd be so perfect with meBut you just can't seeYou turn every head but you don't see meI'll put a spell on youYou'll fall asleepWhen I put a spell on youAnd when I wake you I'll be the first thing you seeAnd you'll realize that you love methe masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1113406173569616252005-04-13T23:27:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:04.563+08:00 more pics ! the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1113380372568894522005-04-13T16:19:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:04.122+08:00Your Inner European is French!Smart and sophisticated.You have the best of everything - at least, *you* think so.Who's" Your Inner European?the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1113379892665029042005-04-13T16:11:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:03.645+08:00You May Be a Bit Borderline ...Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame!When you're up, you're a little bit crazy...And when you're down, your whole world is crashingScary thing is, these moods can change by the minute!What Personality Disorder Are You?the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1113358464432617232005-04-13T09:53:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:03.307+08:00hyphenated words hold handswith all the moroseness going on, you'd think tht somebody died.am left with a measly 2 and a half wks at work,anticipating the long-awaited emancipation !not tht it was ever dreadful, nor was i held here against my will.but it just feels good to have FREE TIME once and for all :)even better news (more like a mixture of good&bad actually)the entire wing in which i the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1113188545865888272005-04-11T09:06:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:02.924+08:00more scatological ranting.my little glass globe has finally spun off its perfect perch on the world's axis in the most frantic fashion, leaving me bewildered and slightly frazzled. whats worse is the fact tht its come to an eventual halt in the darkest and coldest of places, scarred by hairline cracks tht threaten its existence. overwhelmed by a feeling of immense disconnection and, to some the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1112853706060984292005-04-07T13:59:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:02.586+08:00I know this girl who thinks of ghosts,She'll make you breakfast, she'll make you toast.She don't use butter.She don't use cheese.She don't use jelly, or any of these.She uses VasalineVasalineVasalineVasalineI know a guy who goes to shows,When he's at home an' he blows his nose,He don't use tissues,Or his sleeves,He don't use napkins, or any of these.He uses MagazinesMagazinesMagazines.MagazinesI the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1112843147228293052005-04-07T10:01:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:02.354+08:00untamed idiocyits unfathomable how feigned ignorance sets my nerves off in a murderously frenzied dance.you need to get yer priorities sorted out.woke up at 6 this morning (precisely an hour before i really needed to get up) and was overwhelmed by an early morning emotional ordeal. think : disappointment & dejection due to the absence of valuable textmessages (again). so before i go and the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1112790541060692002005-04-06T20:26:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:02.110+08:00okayy so i'm not a very good photographer.my batt was also running low, hence the limited pics.oh well ... more next time !go here .the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1112757189624994252005-04-06T11:12:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:01.787+08:00 Your dating personality profile:Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active.Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1112755635546978412005-04-06T09:33:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:01.522+08:00the mournful cries of disgruntled youthto sit arnd philosophizing abt the ironies of life is not, in my opinion, the best thing to do upon settling down at work first thing in the morning. but what i simply cannot ignore is the almost impudent way murphy's law is trouncing my already uneventful life into rotten pulp. of course, seeing as to how every action comes with an effect, this shld all the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1112678828001851342005-04-05T13:17:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:01.180+08:00Wrath1.Who did you last get angry with?dont really get angry these days, just irritated.but yeah, i can think of someone who REALLY pissed me off last week.2.What is your weapon of choice? chainsaw x)3.Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? why the hell not ?4.How about of the same sex? i'd have to think abt tht. bitchslap maybe :)5.Who was the last person who got really angry at you? GRACEthe masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1112669948964199682005-04-05T09:26:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:40:00.783+08:00skid marks & checkered flagshad the most mind-blowing road trip over the weekend.putting the experience down in words wld simply not do it justice,hence i shall refrain and let the pics do the talking.they'll probably come up tmr,my days are too jam-packed fer uploading.the trip has left me aching hungrily ferspeed, a fast car, andi've already started counting the days to the next race :)like a the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1112321365495454842005-04-01T09:08:00.001+08:002006-11-11T14:40:00.487+08:00kool kalm kollektidquite to the contrary, i am anything but.i have not yet received a response to the email i sent to nus 4 days ago regarding my application.at the moment, due to lack of supporting documents,my application is still pending.and today, being the deadline (also april fool's day)every goddamn soul is calling up the admissions officethus engaging the line and preventing my call from the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1112237434895167422005-03-31T09:55:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:59.704+08:00can you say, "ROAD TRIP" ?am totally psyched abt my trip up to kl tmr nite :)))))heading to the sepang international circuit on sat morn to watch a coupla racesthen shop shop shop till i drop.and all this with my favourite person on earth.to think i was worried my dad'd never agreeit hardly even took much convincing !the ultimate scam artist strikes again.my devious little plans always have this the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1112153552787150532005-03-30T11:26:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:59.380+08:00so stokedhave got 2 driving lessons in a row tonight.talk abt compulsion.to alotta pple, thts probably considered normal.but its gonna be my first time doing tht, am gonna be stoned outta my eyeballs after work.must pray fer a patient/tolerant instructor cos i havent had lessons in approx. 2 wks. hur.shocked the living daylights outta leon the other nite wif my driving "skills" of late.and lets the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1112078087546682012005-03-29T14:34:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:58.943+08:00the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1112065258092438262005-03-29T10:58:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:57.918+08:00the rain in spaindon't you just love "my fair lady" ?its been a gazillion yrs since i watched it. thts long enough fer my peabrain to forget the story.but who can possibly forget the songs & tht scene where shes practising her speech alone and finally corrects her cockney slang. and thts where the song begins ... i think.haha aight very TnT moment right there fer ya.have got a really strong hunchthe masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1111980928510243672005-03-28T10:35:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:57.508+08:00arty farty telepathythis hypersensitivity's gotta stop somewhere. my nerves are ready to jump at any given chance and if i go on this way, i'm gonna have blood pressure problems. i'm no fan of medication so prescription drugs are a nono. i'd gladly accept free spa treatment tho :)lazy pple searching fer shortcuts to get to what/where they want. i feel like screaming "get off yer lazy ass and DO the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1111634301409334332005-03-24T10:35:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:56.862+08:00a desolate mind and endless solitude, a lethal combination tht brings a slow painful death.the pain you endure, like rats gnawing at rotten flesh, where old wounds are robbed of their chance to heal and infections set in at the speed of lightning. why let your emotions have total reign over the choices you make ? theres nothing more revolting than succumbing to the greed and pleasures of the onesthe masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1111546232790619992005-03-23T09:49:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:56.435+08:00kerplunkbeing the walking contradiction tht i am, i make futile attempts to take back all the tactless and casual remarks i so flippantly toss arnd in the faces of highly sensitive individuals. i blame it all on fatigue, the merciless demon who so often possesses me to become the acid-tongued serpent tht i am 80 percent of the time. it saps me of all my energy, so much so tht i cant even find thethe masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1111459479584930852005-03-22T10:43:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:55.966+08:00been doing a fair amount of thinking and getting my mind filled up n exploding with a gazillion "what ifs". its been over a month since results have been released and it'll tk approximately 2 months before i find out where i get accepted. considering my lazyass style of applying fer uni (i.e. skipping entire sections requiring an elaborate -we're talking 1000 words minimum- write-up on personal the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1111026954431144282005-03-18T10:00:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:55.368+08:00and together now. say woot !-night safari last nite :)-got matching night safari tees (potential pj material)-finally at subject 31 fer driving (the last one's 33)-my nose's leaking like a tap n my throat's sore again-parents are flying off tonight !!!!-hence our 4 day 3 night camp begins :D-attending a colleague's wedding dinner tonight, wif bomster as my date-basically just dead tired ... i the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1110943013579722652005-03-16T10:42:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:55.008+08:00its funny how things change, and words dont mean as much.spent the entire morning re-reading old emails and purging my inbox of inconsequential junk. sometimes its fun to dig up ghosts of the past purely to exorcise em from the tranquility of the status quo. focused less on the big picture and more on the nitty gritty aspects of electronic mail.theres more to be done tho.head of straw and a the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1110877823309327362005-03-15T17:08:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:54.366+08:00will you please have a look at this ?!http://sites.gizoogle.com/?url=http://www.trippinteetotaller.blogspot.com/ hahah fucking funny ghetto version of my blog.fo' shizzle !rite.the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1110857846446650912005-03-15T09:20:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:53.948+08:00plagued by worries tht've materialized all too suddenly. just like history, rinse and repeat. paranoia at its peak, or just a helpless victim of vicious cycles. i find myself turning to these frivolous thoughts everytime i get time alone, the screaming voices in my head mercilessly endeavouring to pierce the impenetrable walls of my skull. bleeding black, but taking in powdery white. like a drug the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1110767796892529282005-03-14T10:35:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:53.382+08:00Well ive been given my brush and plate Where will I paint my life And will the buyer in the sky Believe in what I dreamAnd its so hard for me to explain What i will miss to myselfOnly the end of the redWill show you my bluesidethe masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1110527327998595352005-03-11T15:46:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:52.923+08:00did i mention, i've been invited to be part of a threesome ?haha !hey gorgeous,we're a couple here(guy & gal) who's been together for a couple of years. we're really into exploring each other's fantasies. therefore seeking lesbian females who are keen and open enough to be part of our exploration.getting straight to the point, we're on for a fantasy of threesomes, where both of us, me and you the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1110517157021839642005-03-11T12:58:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:52.539+08:00the only girl who ever gave me the timewas the only one who wanted five minutes of mineknocking boots in the back, how degrading is that ?i declinethe masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1110438524205516132005-03-10T15:07:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:52.134+08:00You scored as Defier/rebel. Your procrastination type is the defier, also known as the rebel. Defiers like to break the rules and rebel against chores and other assignments given to them. They take offense when given tasks by other people and are insulted by suggestions to change their habits. Rebelling is a normal thing that teens do to test how much power they have over their lives, but it can the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1110330413976896182005-03-09T08:53:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:51.765+08:00light my candles, in a daze cos i've found Godmy euphoria, beyond words. an explosion of a million colours tht fill my black and white world, temporarily concealing the grey area fer a moment of pure elation. familiar feelings of what we call "joy", "relief", "satisfaction" and "achievement" - words i've archived fer some time as their association wif my usually grim circumstances is unsuitable. the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1109829459744740012005-03-03T13:55:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:50.580+08:00at the end of my tether.its not necessarily the extent of one's boredom tht drives them near insanity. but rather the process of thinking up ways to quell tht boredom and executing the well-thought out plans one has come up wif. this being one of those intricate plans of course.as doomsday comes forth, i begin to shiver in my fuschia panties and break into a cold sweat, nearly hyperventilating atthe masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1109648250490219912005-03-01T10:59:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:50.011+08:00to be devoid of all emotion is probably the safest bet when dealing wif the dramaqueens and bullshitkings of this century.two daft punks prawning in the middle of a heavy downpour - 2 words : smelly fingers.sipping milo, trying to keep warm and handling bloody cockels all at once, no simple feat.my favourite part ?ripping off lil pincers n banging the plastic bag of prawns against hard objects tothe masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1109308368543233912005-02-25T13:10:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:49.255+08:00get well soon, vern.we love you.the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1109214694583627972005-02-24T10:52:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:48.798+08:00a paralysing stalemate.just when you think a rotten situation yer in has changed fer the better, things have this tragically warped way of telling you yer stuck and theres no way out. a lost soul crying out fer a glimmer of hope and some form of assurance tht things will be okayy.woke up to one of the most dreadful things this morning, and since then its been nothing but thursday blues. this the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1109139436657005012005-02-23T13:39:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:48.334+08:00name your poison.caught hide & seek last nite, and cldnt help but notice the striking resemblance btw dakota fanning and emily strange. coincidentally, fanning's character is named emily - perhaps not so much of a coincidence after all. anyhow, it was worth watching, minus the few draggy bits. i love twisted plots, psychopaths, blood n gore. it reminded me a lil bit of "the others" tho - does the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1109121136206450262005-02-23T09:08:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:47.848+08:00a not-so-ordinary monday nitemore pics here the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1109058690091858632005-02-22T15:46:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:47.484+08:00this is fer my bitches whom i love so much.and esp fer jin - we're gonna be missing you, biatch :)the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1109042133748487422005-02-22T09:22:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:47.032+08:00the past coupla days have indeed been hectic.golden tans at sentosa and dog paddling. unsightly scratches n sunburns tht sting. pool frisbee at lakepoint n recuperating in tht sunless cave. all this topped off wif my favourite biatches indulging in a hearty "happy steamboat" buffet, unabashed face-stuffing and completely uninhibited laughter + conversation. a very st nicks' moment, much like the the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1108696053014622052005-02-18T10:07:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:45.043+08:0019 and a day older, none the wiser.birthdays go by in the blink of an eye, and it nv really feels any different.woke up to an inbox flooded wif birthday wishes, thereby injecting much euphoria to the start of my day. thank you, everyone, fer making my day a special one :) am very thrilled and overjoyed at the presents received, esp the guess watch which i've been eyeing fer some time (thanks babythe masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1108689658015179012005-02-18T09:19:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:44.519+08:00I know a girlShe puts the color inside of my worldShe's just like a mazeWhere all of the walls all continually changeAnd I've done all I canTo stand on her steps with my heart in my handsNow I'm starting to seeMaybe it's got nothing to do with methe masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1108540735038746002005-02-16T15:56:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:44.158+08:00I only smile in the darkMy only comfort is the night gone blackI didn't accidentally tell you thatI'm only happy when it rainsYou'll get the message by the time I'm throughWhen I complain about me and youI'm only happy when it rainsi love shirley manson.the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1108371216674030922005-02-14T16:15:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:43.664+08:00work is a four letter wordmy life is so horrendously ordinary, i wish i cld just shoot myself and hope to be reborn. no way in hell will you get even the slightest jolt of excitement in singapore. i crave surprises everyday, but the only person who seems to be succeeding in surprising me is none other than myself.my birthday's comin up in a coupla days. a gentle reminder to my dearest friends whothe masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1108234826795989112005-02-13T02:40:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:43.377+08:00waste money, waste time, waste energy.am seriously pissed off rite now. not at anythg in particular, just everythg in general. my nose is leaking like a fucking tap and my throat's sore as hell. cabs and fags : fucking waste of money. seriously, i am so sick of cny and the fucking festive mood - pigging out, watching pple gamble, relatives, whatever. thank god its gonna be over once tmr passes. the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1107974118496721912005-02-10T02:34:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:43.118+08:00dont know if i shld lick my wounds and say woe is me instead.
the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1107761289039976022005-02-07T14:19:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:42.751+08:00the follies of youth
went a lil testimonial-happy this morn, going arnd "testicizing" pple (s'poreans and their penchant fer coming up wif spankin new words). think i've sung enough praises fer one morning. suffering from blogger's block and enduring a classic case of the munchies.
finally got down to some productive shopping on saturday, and am now the proud owner of 2 new pairs of shoes, manythe masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1107393018237033472005-02-03T08:54:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:42.330+08:00the forfeit is a fink
think i'm going borderline insane. unlike every other normal human being who blogs at the end of their day, i begin my daily blogging ritual early in the morning when most pple are still cranky, or in bed, or out doing something far more worthwhile. and while no one else reads this inconsequential jabberwocky at the ungodly hour of 0900 (or at any hour, for tht matter), the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1107312905312618282005-02-02T10:48:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:42.046+08:00It's a lovely day, just got paid
Stack it up, be on my way
It's a Lovely day, lovely day
Lovely day
as you intelligent souls quite well might've guessed, yes its payday today *jumps arnd hysterically* like AT LAST, goddamit. its abt goddamn time ! or i wldve had ta start eating fish outta the goldfish bowl. no longer hafta eat 2 dollar duck rice (seemingly cheap) wif extra eggs which cost the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1107227220891309462005-02-01T10:00:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:41.718+08:00men are definitely from mars
urgently needa find quick n easy solutions to the unstoppable rupture of zits, which have, of late, made frequent appearances on my precious visage (hold yer gags). trying desperately to trace recent (bad) habits which cld have sparked off this hormonal tirade. slept super early last nite in an attempt to achieve more than 7hrs of slp so as to benefit the situation,the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1107177351989573252005-01-31T21:13:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:41.443+08:00
the start of a tiresome and endless trail into the macritche forest. the pic doesnt show it, but i was wearing the most ridiculous foot gear, its a miracle i didnt break a leg rolling down the steep slopes.
the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1107155599283566172005-01-31T15:13:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:41.124+08:00
You're "There's No "I" in
Team", you stick with your friends, go
around breakin' people's hearts, and make sure
you get what you deserve.
Which taking back sunday song are you?
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the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1107137743163804522005-01-31T08:45:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:40.679+08:00enthralling epiphany
weekend was spectacular. my recollection of events on fri nite has swirled and spun into a wild mess of images ranging from euphoric gaiety, subtle camera-whoring, quickened heartbeats and a frenzied car ride. despite the unusual and unpleasant occurence which struck us wif shock and horror tht nite, i'm just glad it was over in a jiffy and necessary measures were taken to the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1106903248981607132005-01-28T16:57:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:40.172+08:00now in the bible it says thou shall not watch two lesbians in bed have homosexual sex unless of course you were given the consent to join in then of course its intercourse and its bisexual sex which isnt as bad as long as you show some remorse fer yer actions either before, during or after performing the act of tht which, is normally referred to as such more commonly known phrases tht are more the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1106877571414976302005-01-28T09:35:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:39.367+08:00!!
jitterbug jitters. its days like these i cant sit still. cant stop obsessing, planning, thinking, worrying and fussing over just abt every tiny little detail. excuse the unnecessary string of gerunds. in short, i am excited. very. extremely. to spare everyone from mushy, gag-inducing elaboration, simply put, today marks one year fer us. happy anniversary baby :) one year and counting ...
9 the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1106800638441654532005-01-27T13:36:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:38.986+08:00the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1106795021584939322005-01-27T10:08:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:38.621+08:00
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you can not hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
i've got run by snow patrol replaying over n over in my head. what a totally awesome song. sometimes it tks listening to a song a coupla times over before you realise how amazing it really is. spent an hour or 2 last night expanding my playlist before i went to bed. altho its illegal the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1106790233892766772005-01-27T09:36:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:38.295+08:00AQUARIUS
Your positive traits:
You've got a ton of friends, so you have no problem meeting new people.
You're great at thinking up new things and actitives to do with your sweetie.
You tend to let the little things slide in relationships... and focus on the bigger picture.
Your negative traits:
In relationships, it tends to be your way or the highway.
You can never open up completely to someonethe masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1106706148173759462005-01-26T10:19:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:37.955+08:00TEN random things about me:
1) i'm constantly thinking abt food.
2) i have muesli wif milk fer breakfast every morning.
3) i curse like a pirate.
4) it tks me approximately an hour to get ready before going out.
5) i hate hairy-ness on any part of the body other than the head, eyebrows and eyelashes.
6) if theres one thing i cant stop eating, its granola bars.
7) i like smelling pple when they'rethe masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1106640057564874822005-01-25T14:51:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:37.639+08:00juvenile thots and futile attempts at sobering up and writing properly. wif SATs and final theory completely outta the way, i am able to pursue and indulge in my various strange interests to my heart's content. not tht preparations fer either of those tests took up much of my time, however, a heavy burden seems to have been lifted from my roasted shoulders. completed reading haruki murakami's the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1106614033624757372005-01-25T08:44:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:37.296+08:00It was long ago, it seems like yesterday
I saw you standing in the rain
Then i heard you say
I want to love, but it comes out wrong
I want to live, but i don't belong
I close my eyes and i see blood and roses
Flowers in the springtime
October we were wed
Winter time the roses died
The blood ran cold and then she said...
I want to love, but it comes out wrong
I want to live, but i don't belong
I the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1106533766591671522005-01-24T09:28:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:36.989+08:00volleyball, tanorexia and a roasted back
every weekend shld be a long one - long enough fer us crazyhappysun-hungry pple to go to sentosa on 2 consecutive days (preferably more). by 10am friday morning, four very sleepy pple were already in the midst of gobbling down some BK breakfast at sentosa to fuel ourselves up before heading to siloso/palawan/tanjong beach. the weather has been absolutelythe masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1106528480205938542005-01-24T08:57:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:36.638+08:00
more crazy pix coming yer way ...
the masochistnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5786378.post-1106191995057050592005-01-20T08:44:00.000+08:002006-11-11T14:39:36.147+08:00had every intention to settle down and blog first thing in the morning upon arrival at the office. tht was until it finally dawned on me (thanks to a figure of authority rather than by chance) why i had been so free at work fer the past 3 wks since attaining employment. all my incessant whining abt zero workload now seems very funny indeed since i unwittingly discovered at 830am, the vast amount the masochistnoreply@blogger.com