bidding farewell to the last of my hershey's kisses. i swear yer trying ta sabotage my figure (or whatever it is you call tht big blob of flesh).
one distraught phone call and many sobs ltr, i've agreed to join my best friend in donating all my old stuff to the pple who experienced the devastating effects of sunday's tsunami. according to her geographical expertise (rite ...), its extremely rare and apparently difficult fer a tsunami to actually occur. so yeah, we're gonna be heading down to some place along penang st to make our donations, in case anyone wanted to join us.
hmmm leon and i made jello today. its sittin in his refridgerator getting refridgerated. think it was raspberry flavour. bought like 6 boxes of various flavours. we're gonna create our own private lil smorgasbod to celebrate nye =) just us two gluttons doing what we do best ... FEAST. no guests cos tht way theres less competition ... yesyes we did put much thought into this hehe. crashers will face dire consequences. pfft.
work's starting on the 3rd of jan so i gotta cram all activities into the few days i have left before i become a victim of the typical 9-5 office job. so vern sweetie, looks like i wont be sleeping over at tht lil bbq you and yer sexslave have arranged on tues. but i definitely will be there to help you clean out the food :D i'll bring backup (ahem ... leon)
christmas dinner at via mar wif my precious bitches was pure heaven. aside from the agonizing pain caused by those goddamn cramps, everythg was perfect. in some ways, we're still the same pple we were in pri/sec sch, which makes each and every one of you special and endearing to me. thank you fer the good times, and the bad ... well fuck the bad haha :) i wldnt trade what we have fer anythg else in the world.
hello, i'm 18 going on 19. but there are days i feel 5, act like i'm 12, and wish i was 17 all over again. sometimes i get so excited i cld burst into smithereens.
zoukout last nite was quite the disaster. alrite, to spare you the exaggeration, it simply wasnt what i'd hoped it'd be. thank god fer a life-size cookie monster, 2 monkeys, a lil fairy imp and her significant other. making funny faces thru the nite, losing miserably at an entire series of who-can-hold-a-straight-face-the-longest, recording so-called seductive videos and immitating hilarious dance moves. thanks to the ridiculous price of alcohol and the limited selection, i remained sober thru-out the nite, much to everyone's relief. things got better wif the arrival of 3 very bootylicious laydees and our (mis)fortunate coincidental bump into a tattoo'ed maniac, drunk as shit and flyin high. to conclude : it was a fairy jungle.
had suggested to a friend without ID tht he cld swim from siloso to tanjong beach and we'd meet him at the shore. then i saw tht the shore had been completely blocked off to keep freeloaders out and was secretly amused at the thot of him stranded in the tide as we partied the nite away. of course, the suggestion was made all in the name of humour :) really.
been on a frantic search fer a narciso rodriguez perfume. spent the entire first half of the day sniffin on the pink sample ribbon wif what lil fragrance remaining on it like a glue addict trying to kick the habit. its been a while since my sense of smell has been on such a delirious high. the last time it was an addiction to the smell of a pinkpanther soft toy, and lets just say the aroma was ... self-created. the sexiest thing ever is probably the natural scent of the one you love/like/adore. ernie (the pink panther) was my first love, no doubt.
flyin off to taipei on the 12th, which, to my horror, is this coming sunday. then from the 15th, its 3 longggg days in hk wif my mom before finally returning to sg. will definitely indulge in much retail therapy to ease the despair/misery/desolation. shopping requests will hafta be kept at a minimum cos dad (better known as THE credit card) aint comin along to hk. dont worry grace, i'll still get you yer fill of jay chou goodies :) you fanatic, you.
i'll nv be satisfied wif the font on my blog. prom nite was ... fun/boring. go figure. queues everywhere were miles long and we were immediately put off by the swarm of pple at the places we went. ended up playing winning eleven and watching "Cheats" on hbo :) much more satisfying than getting squashed like canned sardines in a small dark smoky room, getting burnt by ciggies and havin yer feet attacked by countless heels.
mock delirium and bursts of anxiety. it was probably the last time i was gonna see alotta pple, but as the ice sculpture inside me continued to freeze over, i threw aside sentimentality and rushed out of the damned place early feeling happy tht i'll nv hafta be associated wif cj ever again. where all this loathing comes from i'll nv noe, funny what just one yr can do to someone. perhaps my fleeing the scene was merely an attempt to maintain composure and not get all sappy and shit when the time fer it came.
its over. ov er. o v e r.
if photographs cld kill ... compromise ? its more abt sacrifice. and there really wasnt anythg much at stake to begin wif.
LAST?
Movie you watched: Bridget Jones The edge of Reason
Song you listened to: Modest Mouse - Trailer Trash
Song you had stuck in your head: Eminem's Mockingbird
Song you've downloaded: silverstein - bleeds no more
Person you've called: Leon
Person that called you: Dad
Person you talked to online: Leon
Time you dyed your hair: Last friday ! i think ...
Time you took pictures: way too long ago. then again, does grad day count ?
TV show you've watched: SATC on hbo
Person you were thinking of: someone non-existant
DO YOU?
Wish you could live somewhere else: hell yeahh, all the time.
Want more piercings: yes actually . cant think of where tho, a place tht wldnt make dad flip Want more tattoos: yeah, been thinkin abt it. but then again, theres dear old dad to think abt. cant afford to give him a heart attack just yet
Drink: do you breathe ?
Do drugs: ...
Like cleaning: yeah at times, when i really get into the mood. like last nite fer instance. my shelves look neat now
FOR OR AGAINST?
Long-distance relationships: against
Using someone: it depends. everyone uses someone fer some reason or other.
Suicide: neither. its up to yer own discernment.
Killing people: FOR.
Teenage smoking: both for and against.
Doing drugs: against. on a long-term basis.
Drinking and driving: against obviously.
Gay/lesbian relationships: FOR :)
CHOOSE?
Black or white: black
Morning or night: night
Pool or jacuzzi: pool
Britney or Christina: christina, tho i used to hate her. britney has since taken her place.
Sun-light or moon-light: sunlight :D
Blonde or brunette: brunette.
WHAT?
Shampoo do you use: st ives Perfume do you use: tommy girl ... still.
Are you scared of: frogs, rats, the unknown.
NUMBER?
Times I have had my heart broken: many.
Continents I have lived in: 1.
Drugs taken illegally: whats illegally ?
People I consider my enemies: no time fer enemies.
CDs that I own: quite a lot. before the discovery of mp3s. days of silliness and time spent at hmv Scars on my body: 5
Things in my past that I regret: i've lost count.