artificial enhancement pretty much amounts to nothing in my books.
a vast majority seem to be consumed by their vanity these days.
doesnt anyone believe in aging gracefully anymore ?
where's the satisfaction when u receive compliments bout yer youthfulness
despite being old as a fossil.
anyhows.
i loathe clingyness.
i detest volleyball.
all this hatred's bad fer the karma.
fuck this shit.
the months are jetting by n i'm still jammed up in slacker mode.
hmmm blame it on procrastination
but tht wld just be procrastination in itself.
its just layer after layer of stinkin' excuses.
i've got essays due, n way overedue, plus 2 tests comin up.
prozac anyone ?
*its no wonder pple kill themselves.
i just cant seem to follow thru tho.
a coupla phenomenal changes have taken place during the large span of time since i last updated this baby.
of course something worth mentioning (or rather NOT worth the mention) wld be the aftermath of the returng of our common test scripts.
most certainly nuthg fer me to gloat abt considerg i have trouble acing the bare minimum of 3 A level subjects.
then again, lets not go into tht.
some aspects of the entire ordeal shocked tremendously.
and fer tht, i shall remain eternally grateful.
or at least fer now.
the attainment of perfection is a feat deemed impossible by all.
whats the intrigue wif the whole idea of perfection anyway.
nothing's ever perfect, thts common fact.
then again, if something perfect came along,
wld we even be able to recognise it ?
it probably wldnt be able to make it past our jaded stares.
okayy enough of this pondering.
ditz wif pseudo intellectual ramblings.
the mind seems to be deteriorating
not tht there wuz ever much substance from which to deteriorate.
it just feels like we're all gettg older.
these old bones are starting to creak haha
what wif all the self-inflicted torture sessions, on top of the compulsory ones.
then theres the overload of work taking up the bulk of our time/worries.
i hate to admit it, but it sucks to be alive.
its impossible to placate my dad, the occassional megalomaniac.
kinda figured its best to stay outta the line of fire if i wanna carry on wif my current leisure activities.
how exactly i'm gonna go abt doin tht, i still dont noe as of yet.
i dont noe where my obssession wif not angering him comes from.
but once in a purple moon, i get fuckin paranoid hes gonna strip me of what i have rite now.
and tht wld be a nice comfortable life of endless slacking.
anyways, dont noe where tht bit bout my dad came from.
a fuckloada strange thots are floatg arnd in my head.
too much unnecessary stress & absolutely zilch outlets of stress relief.
okayyy, guess i'm just overreacting and over-dramatizing the entire situation.
but thts just how i'm feelin rite now.
feckin tired. period.
not even gonna mention my agenda fer the past week.
felt like the weekend wuznt ever gonna come.
n now tht its here, there're so many more things to whinge abt.
heh its times like these when i become a helluva pain.
my poor buds hafta tolerate my endless complaints n grouchiness.
gawd i'm like the world's grouchiest person when i'm tired.
talk to me and you'll probably give up within 5 mins.
yer fightg a losing battle man.
bet grace n gil can vouch fer it.
my partners in our perth parade.
haha okayy thts just bullshit alliteration.
but yeah, i wuz sucha crabby lil shit over in perth.
i'm sorry guys, its just tht when i'm tired,
its like my face doesnt even have the energy to provide an expression fer anythg.
its too tiring to even smile, or show the slightest response.
let alone respond verbally.
aight anyhow,
my life's gonna disintegrate into boring lil flecks of dust real soon
tuitions remedials nite studies.
wtf rite ?
well yeah, this is what i say now.
bet its gonna be a completely different story once the june hols kick off.
but fer now, lets just pretend tht i've reformed aight ?
fer the sake of my already bruised guilty conscience.
1. What is your full name?
First name: Marissa Last: Ow
2. When is your birthday?
17th Feb '86
3. What is the best gift you ever received on your birthday?
-thinks- a yummy tiramisu ! :)
4. What schools have you attended?
hmmms. maris stella nursery, shanghai american sch, st nicks' pri n sec, cath jc -grimace-
5. What can we find in your wardrobe?
mounds n mounds of clothes from god noes where, bought god noes when, worn by god noes who ? !
tht mother of mine n her endless borrowing sprees !
6. What is the least likely that we can find in your wardrobe?
anythg spandex, GREEN (ick !), hmmm dead lizards ?
7. What can we find on your study table?
heh this cld tk ages ! lets start wif loadsa fotos, current notes n those from centuries ago,
candy wrappers, chocolate, my digicam, chargers, whoaaaaa endless list
8. Favourite ice cream?
vanilla's the all-time fave ! but you noe me .. heh :D anythg's good.
9. Favourite cartoon character?
bugs bunny ? heh i they're all adorable.
10. Who is the hottest cartoon character?
lola rabbit ?
11. Do you think you can win a million dollars on Survivor?
whye the hell not ? ! i'll eat my way to success. i'll send the rest of the contestants into
a starvation frenzy tht'd force em to drop out within days :D hurhur. ROITE.
12. Who would you take with you on the Amazing Race?
well naturally i'd wanna tk my best friend ! -beams- but come to think of it, gracie's sucha SLOB ! haha
n shes an unrelentless whiner, i'll be carrying ALL the bags n draggin her from place to place while
she collapses in a pile of fatigue. haha :D oh man i can jez picture it. errr anyone ELSE wanna come wif me ?
*winks* i love my best friend, i'd take her any time.
13. Which of your classmate would you take with you on Amazing Race?
hmmm very good questn. EXO ! hahaha oh man. i'm askin fer a nitemare.
14. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
i dont notice the opposite sex. haha :D okayyy well when i do ... its gotta be the smile ! i think ? jeez told you i dont
notice the opposite sex.
15. Do you think anyone in your class is hot?
haha well ...............
16. Do you have a crush on someone in your class?
NO ! like ... NO !
17. Who do you think is hot amongst your friends of your gender?
the BITCHES kick ass in this dept ! uhhuh :D all 5 will rock yer ragin hormones ! heh
18. Do you play a musical instrument?
does a recorder count ? heh i think even tht i've forgotten how to play.
19. What movie makes you cry?
sad ones. doh~
20. Who makes you cry?
pple i really care about.
21. Who makes you laugh?
doesnt tk much to crack me up ! heh but its either gracie or tim, my GURLfriends !
22. What would you save first if your house is burning?
everythg tht i can possibly carry ! worse comes to worse, hmmm, my dogs !
23. Do you like animals?
uh yeahhhh. but no frogs. NO FROGS. -cringe-
24. What would you name your children?
jordan, ash, evan, portia.
25. Have you ever fallen for someone who was attached?
yeahhhhh. beeeeg beeeg mistake !
26. Do you have a nickname?
well as of late, a coupla embarrassing ones haf bin added to the collection.
think i'm happy wif plain old Mar :)
27. What do you think of homosexuals?
they're ... interesting :)
28. What do you think of good looking and hot homosexuals?
eye-candy material -dribble dribble DROOL-
29. How many times have you told someone you loved him/her?
hmm if yer talkin bout really meanin it, then countless no. of times to only 2 pple.
30. Did u mean it when u said it?
UH ... YEAH
31. Have you ever kissed your date before the 4th date?
what're we livin in, the 60s ? hell yeah ! okayy unless it wuz a date from hell.
32. Which outlets do you do most of your shopping at?
hmmmm 7 eleven !
33. Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt?
BRAD ! -screams uncontrollably-
34. How do you spend your weekend nights?
jez chillin wif tom delonge n his crew. go all groupie-like as they jam the nite away.
hahaha no shit !
35. Whats the most valuable thing that you have lost?
a friend.
36. Do u think the person who sent this to you is cute?
well i ripped this off vern, n yeah SHES CUTER THAN ALL O' YOU.
hurhur. the end.
common tests are over.
go figure :)